I get cold so easily. I’m not a small girl. I have some body fat. But I can walk outside for one minute and shiver for the next 20 minutes after coming back in.
It’s not fucking okay to… flirt with someone’s boyfriend while their girlfriend is standing there waiting to go home with him. Or try to get with them because you were taken while he WAS single. & he’s obviously happy now and won’t be single. It’s not okay to hug their boyfriend for a while and say “I love you” while walking away AS THEIR GIRLFRIEND IS STANDING THERE.
But most importantly, it was not okay for me to tolerate her. ‘Best fran 4eva.’ It wasn’t okay for me to not speak up. Even if my entire mood changed when she walked up to his truck in the mornings and it should’ve been obvious I wanted her, ‘Best Fran 4eva.’ gone.
I’m never dealing with that shit again. There’s obviously still anger built up inside me, and I’m not going to add to it.
I don’t wanna have a great, amazing couple of months and then all of a sudden its over. I don’t want to experience the feeling of being lost, confused, and hurt all over again. I wanna be with you. And I want us to last, no matter how hard any situation is, no matter what/who comes between us.